Ever since this school year started life seems so redundant, and I haven't even started the "real world" yet. I can't even imagine once I start working everyday from 9-5 just how redundant life may seem.
My biggest question, though, is how do people get away from that redundant feeling? Perhaps a vacation, a little change of scenery? I'm not really sure.
I don't even know that it's really that horrible that everything seems redundant. I just don't feel anything changes. I wake up, now I go to work but before then I woke up, went to class, ate lunch, did homework or watched tv and maybe worked out a little bit, ate dinner, went to the girlfriends and go to bed just to repeat the process the next day. And the day after, and day after that. Nothing changes.
Now that I have the job, I still do the same thing just with less sleep. I wake up at 3:30, come home sleep some more and then repeat the class and eating schedule. Perhaps I'm looking for too much out of life, or perhaps, it's my fault and I don't put enough effort into finding new and exciting things to do with my free time. I think I'm just missing my time as a kid a little bit. Or, maybe it's the "winter blues." I'm thinking things are really only going to get a little worse though with the end of football season and baseball season not starting for 3 more months.
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